My Dream

This all about my dream,
But i dont think so that my dream will become true
I've tired with all this mess
All people around me
Was far better than me
What should i do?
Just stare?
Suicide?
But if i want to
I can never do that
Because?
My dream was too big to left behind
People always asked me
What is your dream?
My dream was........


Would you finish the last phrase?